February 02, 2006
Dear Sex Diary,
There are two things I like to do alone; play with myself while indulging my newly acquired taste for lesbian porn, and dance. I dance to release and I dance to escape. No time constraints and no obligation to babysit the person or people I arrived with. I want to be pounded by the beat, sway with the strobe lights, and allow myself to surrender to a trance state where it's just the music, the lights, and me.
Tonight was the first time going to a club to dance in about two weeks. I want to tell you about my night - such a rare experience. It was like slow-motion. I sensed the heat from his chest against my back and felt my ass settle against his bulge. But it wasn't a clumsy attempt to cop a feel...he didn't press his advantageous position. He moved with the music, and with me. What should have felt like an intrusion only complemented, so when his nose brushed against my hair and his lips just barely caressed my neck I could do nothing but close my eyes, arch my back in pleasure and imagine him deep within me, pounding me with the beat. I wanted him to push me down on all fours right there on the floor. I wanted to feel his tongue against my clit as his hot breath washed over my pussy and his moans rumbled through me from below. I wanted to feel his dick slide up against my inner thigh until he reached his destination, then feel him push through my resistance and pound me with ever increasing tempo until I felt him explode deep within me. I wanted to taste our combined juices while I fingered myself into oblivion...
And then it was over. I opened my eyes and no longer felt the warm presence against me. My trance abruptly screeched to a halt, though the music and dancing continued around me through the crowd. I don't know who he was. All I know is I'll be alternately kicking myself for not finding out and imagining who he might've been while I masturbate all night long.
I'm still in this blissed daze, as you can tell from the tone of my writing. I don't go to this club very often, but you can bet your bottom dollar that I'll be going more often now! Who knows, maybe our paths will cross again.
It has put me in the mood for Voyeurism. I have added a Voyeur pic of the day link at the top of my diary. Absolute Voyeurism is a site I joined about a year ago. I find that it has a lot of non-produced looking video and images. It's really erotic ...and so arousing to browse through, I actually find myself blushing at times. I think I'll put together a post to show examples of some of my favourites... I'll post it soon. ;-)
Eve.
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